Ok so it's officailly.....

my longest cycle ever! CD 36 is here. I am getting frustrated because AF is no where in sight :( I just wish the miscarraige wouldn't have screwed with my cycle sooo much! Why me??? I don't understand how out of all of my cousins, I am the one who had the miscarraige. The other 3 out of 11 had healthy, normal pregnancies and got pregnant within 3 months of trying, 1 was one month of trying and another wasn't trying. When people say "You're trying to hard, relax and let it happen." Well if I didn't know what I O, or how long my luteal phase is, then how can I relax and try?

Ok so it's Saturday and the first day of Spring! Woohoo! I love spring, it's one season closer to summer and nice warm weather! Flip flops and tank tops. Mmmmm I can smell summer!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Ok. I will start this blog with a little background information about myself and my wonderful husband. My name is Kimberly but I prefer Kim, I am 23 years old and I like to talk. I met my husband, Nathan (Nate) when I was 12. I was dared by my best friend at the time to turn around and ask the first boy I saw to the dance on Friday night, so I did. I turned around and this little red headed boy was sitting behind me, I tapped him on the shoulder and I introduced myself, "Hi my name is Kim and I was wondering if you had a date for the dance on Friday" He responded "I'm Nate and no, want to go with me?" That was that. We dated for 2 years and then he broke up with me. We remained best friends throughout high school and in those 4 years we dated for another 2. We talked all the time and I guess you could say he was my run to guy, no matter what I had to day or ask, he was always there. Always my rock, my shoulder to cry on. Well the summer before my junior year of high school, we dtd for the first time, and yes I was his first. From the first time I saw him that day in the cafeteria, I knew that I would marry him. We began dating again on November 3, 2006 and have been together since. We were engaged on July 20, 2007 and married June 20, 2009. Starting a family was something we had always talked about and we both wanted, we just didn't know when. July 31, 2009 was the day I took my last BCP. We have been trying since. Here it is March 2010 and still not pregnant. We had a chemical pregnancy in February 2010 and decided that it would not get us down. I wanted to start a blog because it makes me feel better to write my emotions and what I am thinking/dealing with down. Thanks for reading!!